Why?
Why do I want to lose weight? What are my motivations?
- to have a normal heartbeat. not one that races at the most random times.
- to have normal blood pressure/blood sugar/cholesterol levels.
- to be able to go up a flight of stairs and not be completely winded.
- to one day run a 5k without stopping. with my mom.
- to be able to call myself a runner. and have it be true.
- to make my parents proud.
- to not worry if people are talking about me behind my back.
- to be able to shop at more stores than just forever21, torrid, and old navy.
- to have everyone be able to put their arms around my waist.
- to be able to see my cheekbones again and get rid of my damn double chin.
- to be healthy enough to one day get pregnant and have a kid without any complications that come along with being obese.
- to not have my thighs constantly rubbing against each other. i want to be able to wear a dress without leggings.
- to not constantly worry about having a heart attack.
- to wear heels and feel sexy instead of stupid.
- to love myself, so that one day someone else may love me too.